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| I went to the doctor on Thursday afternoon. I gained 4 lbs since my last visit (15 days before). The baby's heartbeat was about 140 beats per minute, which is good. My blood pressure is high. The top number was 144, and they are worried about that. Also, there is protein in my urine and they are worried about that too. I have to collect my urine for 24 hours and bring it back to be tested. I am going to do that on Thursday when I have off from work. It will be a long boring day. Hopefully my blood pressure does not get any higher because she said that I could get pre-eclampsia which could lead to seizures. If that happens they would have to take the baby early. On Friday, I left work an hour early so I could meet Duane. He called me and told me he was running late. We were supposed to go to the bank to get the adoption papers notarized, but he did not get into town until when the bank was closing and I had to be at Rite Aid. I still am not 100% sure what I want to do, but I was trying to atleast get his part done for the one way of deciding. | | |
| I went to the doctor a week and a day ago. Everything is fine. I did not gain any weight though. I go back in a week. I have to go every two weeks now for awhile. I have not heard from Duane since I saw him on the 30th of September. | | |
| About two weeks ago Duane came to town. All he really did was cry the whole time he was in my apartment. He kept telling me he loves me so much and that he should never have moved to VA. I'm really worried about him, but I do not really feel like explaining why. Anyway, I go to the doctor on Wednesday afternoon. I am now in my third trimester, so I will have to go to the doctor every two weeks for awhile. I'm tired of people asking me if I have decided what I want to do. My mom was thinking I had decided to keep the baby since I gave him a name. I gave him a name over a month ago and I thought I had made it clear that I was still considering adoption. Anyway, I feel like I was dragged to Target to register for the baby. I am just so confused and scared. | | |
| Six days ago, I went to the ob/gyn. I was worried that I had not gained any weight, but I actually gained 4 pounds. The baby's heartbeat was a little slower this time. My stomach measured at 26 weeks and I was 25 weeks when I was there. I also got a flu shot. I have not heard from Duane in over two weeks. I am starting to wonder if I'll ever hear from him again. Anyway, I go back to the doctor on the 14th of October and then again on the 29th. | | |
| Duane called me Friday night, and he told me that he was laid off a week ago. He is angry at his boss and depressed. He was saying stuff like he wants to shoot his boss and then shoot himself. I told him that I care about him and did not want him to do anything like that. I also told him to think about Nicholas. Nicholas is his six year old son. He said that he barely gets to see him anymore and did not seem to care. Needless to say, I am worried about Duane. I am upset that he more than likely will not come to Charlotte on October 30th like we had planned. We were supposed to meet with Gretchen and Doris to go over the adoption papers. He was also supposed to give me a fair deal of money when he came that day and now I cannot depend on getting it since he lost his job. I forget if I mentioned already in a previous post that my neighbor Dave lost his job. He and his family do not know where they are going to live once October come around. All I know is that I have grown dependent on them because I visit with them alot throughout the week. I feel like I am going to lose contact with Duane and also them. I do not want to go through the last few months of this pregnancy without them. | | |
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